Rocky road

                               

                           Rocky road !!!!!

     "To improve is to change; to be perfect is to change often.  " 

                                   - Winston Churchill. 

     

                              It's been a bad year - that's what people say but if we really think about it, is it? For me personally, not. This year was slow -agreed but not bad. At least not for me. After 5 years of non-stop struggling and encountering unpleasant incidents, it was like a break.  Mentally and physically.  I never got a chance to sit down and watch my life playing like a movie. And no I am not talking about old photos but about my experiences, success, failures and especially life lessons. I understood lessons but never worked on them. I never thought what's wrong with me? Why I am struggling and stressing so much?

     

                   These 5 years was like a taped loop, the same thing again and again. This year was like a year gap to figure out things for me. Looking back and applying different strategies for my growth and development. This situation made me, close my eyes and see through my past encounters. The result is a little horrific, the wave of " that's not true, I couldn't get it " did pass not a while ago. ANXIETY-   I found out. I stress and worry about and everything that comes across me. I mean now I'm stressing about anxiety! Is it major or minor? Is it bad or normal? Is it ok or not? People are going to judge me? Well, I am socially awkward too. Is that going to worsen the situation? Usually, I am not afraid to talk with strangers but with my own social group. It's bizarre that I think about the " talk "  I had with my friends and the social group than that of strangers. I not only think before speaking but after the whole ordeal too. the encounter goes like a hula loop that goes round and round in my mind for days. Thinking about worse and better.  

   

                  This year was wired in a good way. I not only found myself but implemented new habits as much as possible. Time management has been a core problem for past years, and I kindly fix this situation by starting with small to big every day. Well, I started exercising too. Which is so not me.!! 

       

     Well, this anxiety, social pressure, time management and my goals are my achievements this year. Goals are little personal to open up today. But someday I will. 

Ps: I am bad at ending 😅

Why ?!!

                                          Why ?!!  

                                 

         

If people are doubting how far you can go, go so far that you can't hear them anymore. 

                                                           - unknown 

         Very frequent question now a days is asked, how does this situation change you ? You can say i am that girl of society , a little shy and silly who never fire back to anything or anyone. And if did , definitely not with great passion. Who cares ? Right? But in this situation I really thought about the labels, not for them but for myself. 

            Answers to the above questions are - 

 I came across three conclusions, they are -

€ To have a beautiful, adventurous days ,months and years you have to work now. Like right now!! Yes ,I always have known what I wanted to do but "why?". I never asked why I wanted to be in finance field? Why I always do what people ask me to? Why I never thought "why?".  

€ I learned that in order to climb out this four walls that people around me have built, I have to grow myself and just move out. And not only physically but mentally as well . Move to the place where I can be me again. 

€ third and final, I understood that negative people will affect you so badly that you will lose your inner self to this negative impact. 

          I used to work hard mindlessly. Now I know no one will be with me in any situation. You have to do it for yourself. For your growth, your passion and according to your understanding. To live happy and prosperous you have to do it . Yes you and only you .

    A person is able to pursue a goal no matter how unattainable it may seem over the of an entire lifetime. No resistance, no obstacles is great enough to shape one from pursuing one's will .

                                                      - dark, Netflix. 

This are the things  discovered over this situation by me . Just be you and never trust others instinct. 💛💛

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Rainbows !!

     

                              Rainbows !! 
         
             My father had taught me to be nice first because you can always be mean later, but once you've been mean to someone, they won't believe the nice anymore. So be nice, until it's time to stop being nice, and then destroy them.
                                           Laurell k. Hamilton.
           

                 Have you ever face a situation where maturity stands with arguments and literacy with your unpleasant action. It feels good when you find something that you thought you can never be, to be soft-spoken. I am the kind of person that doesn't really like yelling while I'm in an argument, and personally, I think it doesn't really solve anything, instead, it gets the other person mad, and in the end, it just worsens the situation. I am the person who doesn't voice out her opinion or fire back with synonyms. I prefer to stay in my own bubble where soap operas are watched instead of made.

              People are so wrong thinking soft-spoken cannot fire back with equal velocity. Instead, they choose to be silent. But I, softly spoken person advise you guys to fire back your opinion,  I know it doesn't represent your confidence but proves you right.  I am not telling you to fight but just one word, action or even one sentence can show your honesty.

               I don't think anyone really understands how tiring it is to act okay and always be strong when in reality you are close to the edge. I know everything is not rainbow in your life but facing your problem with the brain is really advisable. Trust me, when you are calm, the other person instantly calms down and feels like there's no need to yell and shout. Prove your point as much as possible.  If you're honest, you have nothing to fear, and someone who has nothing to fear will be calm and not a raging beast.

                 Some people out there are quite impulsive, but just sit, and think for five minutes.  And ask yourself is it worth fighting? Will it make me happy? Will, it hurts others? Answer them, and then make a wise decision. Advice - be kind without any expectations and don't hesitate to prove your point.

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Randomly

                                       Randomly 

       
          Does your heart beat accelerate when you heard travel ? Like , you are jealous of someone who is travelling ? Exploring new things is in my passion and hobby.

Its not like I have not travel but when you want to learn more about the world you dream about traveling. Imagine sitting underneath a tree , cool breeze rushing by , soft song playing in background  and you are watching the sunset while having a cup of coffee....

           Its says that we leave something of ourselves behind when we leave a place .

And when you come down to your lowest point you remember that time again, even if it's good or bad . Traveling creates memories that last for lifetime. Even if  you have been pickpocket or left something behind like your hairbrush..😅 . 

may not remember when was your first breakup but you will always remember your bad decision when you were traveling. Traveling not only makes you happy but teach you something that no one else can teach you . Traveling is not an feeling but an emotion for many of us. It's not only a stressed buster but also experience you have never experienced.     

                                                   Even though we have very short time in this world we can have a bucket list right? One day I want to travel a world and meet new people. 

This are some items I have listed in my bucket list ..
£ bungee jumping.
£ hike through mountains for days .
£ live in different places for months.
£ solo trip .
£ have loads of Polaroids around the world.
£ want to write about my experience throughout traveling .
                So this are some of my thoughts and feelings about traveling.  So guys what are you up to this quarantine period? I am going crazy and weird day by day. I am literally blank like there is nothing in that stupid brain of mine is functioning. And its irritating me. So this was some stupid random blog without any thought. 

                   
                 LETS STAY APART TO DO OUR                                                  PART.
                                        AMAAL .

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Rich aromas !!!

                                  Rich aromas!
   
   ( well I am an introverted person so u can expect these various experience blogs from me. It's quarantine time!! And this is my own experience when I visited these places in October. Yes, I do like to travel even though I'm introverted. But myself ok...!! Fuck off, rant is over!!)

                  I hop off from the train in Paris. And let me tell you, I was awestruck by the beauty. What comes to your mind when you think of France? An elegant lady wearing a brownish coat and nude heels having rose perfume on, sitting outside cafe patio with an amazing view of the tower. Romeo and  Juliet in right and heart shape cappuccino in left hand enjoying the view.. so beautiful!

OR  driving a vintage car with your floral dress on and gushing wind in your hair, loud smoothing music .. what a vibe !! U can imagine, right?

                     "city of light " in France. " city of love " in France. " city of fashion " in France. Love, fashion, luxury, elegance, historic, culture, food, art, perfume in France. Paris is based on the seine river with the Parisi tribe. The ride to my hotel was very short.  My room unfortunately was facing the opposite side of the tower 😔. But the visit to hotel Meurice and arc de Triomphe got my spirit up. And no I just visited from outside.  Everyone is not wealthy.!! This was arrival day which ended with croissants taste at last. 

                          The next morning I started with Eiffel Tower around 10.00. I had purchased a top floor ticket. Let me show you the pic.

with a marvellous sculpture of love built-in 1889 had mesmerised me. Did you guys know -People visit Paris the most than any other place in the world. In 1860, Paris streets and monuments were illuminated by 56000 gas lamps, giving it the name "city of light ".

After lunch, I move forward to the Louvre museum made in 1827. Art is a pride of France. Well, I just had a glance at the Mona Lisa and straight walk out of the museum. I am not an artist! Other than Leonardo de Vinci from my history book Picasso is the only one I know. Statue of liberty from new York and christ the redeemer from Rio de Janeiro are made by Parisian. Proud architect huh? This was my day which ended with the last ledo show and amazing wine.
                           The last day in Paris was spent in Disney land. This Disneyland is considered to be the biggest park of Disneyland. Enjoying uncountable various rides.

I pack my bags for boarding.  Paris had made me feel so beautiful inside out. With endless history and luxury shopping Paris have caught my heart. I know I have not seen much in Paris like Notre dame but it was under construction that time and other many cathedrals too.it is Gorgeous !!

  hope to see you soon Paris!!!

Tele booths!!!!

                                     Tele booths!
       

               I landed in London after almost 7 hrs of flight from Kuwait with a dog's bollocks emergency landing in Istanbul. Wasting nearly 2 hrs in the landed plan was a great workout!! 😤 .With my favourite romantic walks down the Plane's aisle and luggage lines, I step out of the airport...

               Chilling but smoothing air hit me with the new energy of London. London always has this vibe where u will feel new and shiny even with gloomy weather. This is a place where people are quiet but busy in their own way. I think it is perfect for a person like me who is calm and quiet. I can be busy without making any noise or stress.

                😋😋 Sorry got distracted...so stepping out was a new glow that I have never experienced before. My hotel was only 10 minutes away from Heathrow airport. The ride was quick and short with a 1st-floor window view. And no I did not have city lights but a beautiful frame with birds flying around. It was a breath of fresh air the next morning. Sadly I was there for only 2 days. The following day - big Ben, Buckingham Palace and London eye was cross off my list.

London is said to be Queen land. A cup of coffee in the morning and a cup of tea at 4.00 has a glow in my day.

                        With oxford street and the British Museum, I ended the second day. These two days had made me fall in love with London. This place has some magical features that made me attracted to it. London is a city u cannot describe in words. U have to feel it to yourself. Going to London has changed me and hope u guys will get it when u visit. Even though people are said to be coldhearted, I fell in love with the people and city altogether. Dreaming of moving to this city is a piece of art. And I hope I will the pleasure of being there. Personally, I like the blend of historic and modern culture where you are traditional as well as funky in your own way. Classic with funky is my style. As its say "in London, everyone is different and that means anyone can fit in ".  Actually, I think my soul belongs to London.

                         With telephone booths on streets and mobile phones in bags, I cruise off to Paris by train. It was a marvellous and spectacular journey of my life. What say? Let's fly to London tonight?....

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world expedition on Harley's !!!!!

   

                   World expedition on Harley's 
                 
            This are some fun and interesting facts about world that will increase your wanderlust.....( as per my thought 😄😄)

Here it goes fun facts....

1. France covers more time zones than any country on the planet (12 specifically)
   
2. Canada has over three million lakes. That's 60% of the world's total. 
   
3. New York city is actually further south than Rome is.
   
4. Russia is bigger than Pluto. 
   
5. Papua new Guinea has over 820 languages listed as being spoken in it's country. 
6. 99% of Libya is covered in desert. 
7. Finland has almost 180000 islands. More than any country on earth. 
8. San Marino has more cars in its country than people. 
9. Only 4% of all the world's languages are spoken by 96% of its population. 
10. The isle of sark, in between England and France, doesn't have street lamps ,cars or outdoor lighting.
    
     
11. There is a town in Norway just called A.
    
12. There is actually no land on the north pole, only ice on top of the sea. 
13. Ganvie in Africa is the country's largest city built entirely on stilts. 
14. The whole of China operates on Beijing time, even though the country covers five time zones. 
15. Roughly 64,640 selfies are taken around the world every minute. 
16. Iran is home to the second oldest tree on earth, it is 4,000 years old. 
17. The world's busiest airport is hartfield Jackson airport in Atlanta USA. 
18. Dubai owns 20%of the world's cranes. 
    
19. The city of Monaco is smaller in size than central park in new York. 
20. The island of okun oshima in Japan is inhabited entirely by bunnies. 
21. Exumas island in the Bahamas is home to swimming pigs. 
    
22. Almost 3% of the ice in Antarctica is made up of penguins urine. 
23. India is the most diverse country in the world in almost every way- culturally, economically, geographically, racially, linguistically, ethically, and religiously. 
24. The small town of caldari di ortona in Italy has a free wine fountain that offers locally made wine and is open to all.
25. Vatican city's famous swiss guard wear uniform inspired by renaissance painting by Michelangelo, Raphael and jacopo coppi. 
26. With an average height of 1.8m above sea level, the Maldives is the lowest nation on earth. 
27. Singapore is the largest country in the world without any farms or agriculture based economy. 
28. About 1/3 of the world's airports are located in the United states, and at given time are over 61,000 people up in the air. 
29. North Korea and Cuba are the only places u can't buy coca cola. 
    
30. The entire world's population could fit inside LA.
    
31. More people visit France than any other country. 
32. The world's most densely populated island is the size of 2 soccer fields.
33. Indonesia is home to some of the shortest people in the world. 
34. The Paris agreement on climate change was signed by the largest number of countries ever in one day. 
35. There are only three countries in the world that don't use the metric system. 
36. The longest place name on the planet is 85 letters long. 
37. South Sudan is the youngest country in the world. 
38. There are more than 24 time zones around the world.
39. There are 43 countries that still have a royal family. 
40. Copenhagen is the most bike friendly city in the world. 
41. There are 41 countries that recognize sign language as an official language. 
42. There are only two countries with names that begin with ' the '.

  43.Tokyo is the world's largest city with 37million inhabitants.

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